a colored spectrum

prayers

i am feeling weak. weak that i could crumble and cry.
i wish you would never leave,
coz you were my source of strength and wisdom.
but you have to go because it is your calling.
you have worked diligently and it's time to reap the harvest amidst the thorns.

give me time. i will read more widely and argue from more dimensions,
i will think more critically and be more cautious.
give me time and the chance to shine.
i don't want to be a disappointment.

i yearn for a pair of strong arms to fall into,
and a shoulder to cry on.
i need someone stronger and more resilient,
let me know that everything's fine.
i need a firm hand,
to guide me along this long road.

i feel small and weak.
i feel lonely and hungry.
i long for a companion who can take me on.
i want to cry but i have no time for tears.
please my Lord, do not forsake me.
do not abandon me, despite my lack of knowledge and strength.
Amen.

posted by Veen @ 21:36